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Speaking in tongues

 Empire of the World

In kindergarten, I would start off a conversation in English, switch over to Portuguese, insert a few French thoughts mid-stream before concluding in English. It drove my teacher and classmates insane. I was the oddball… the strange kid. But that was how we spoke at home.

So one day my teacher called my parents in for a meeting.

“Speak to her only in English,” was the message. And my immigrant parents heard it loud and clear.

So now I struggle to converse fluently in Portuguese, while my brothers have an understanding of the language but can’t speak it at all. I rue the day that well-meaning teacher instructed my parents to converse with their children in one language only.

To add to my language mania – I’ve also suffered from wanderlust for as long as I can remember. While other kids begged their parents for trips to Disney World, I wanted to visit the Eiffel Tower in Paris. Instead of building sand castles on the beach, I wanted to stroll the sands of Morocco.

My parents did not understand my desire to travel. I applied for a passport on my own and before my first day of college, I had visited the U.K., Germany and Yugoslavia.

I have a love affair with words and stories and language. The story of the world is the story of language.

While at the university I studied Chinese for four semesters before throwing in the towel as my GPA plummeted. One bookcase is filled with Pimsleur CD’s and instruction manuels. Another bookcase holds volumes on the history of language and mysteries of ancient tongues.

The Incan khipu is one such enigma that has baffled experts for centuries. Reports today tell of American anthropologists who have identified a three-knot pattern confirming the assumption that the colored strings were used for accounting information.

Communities live and share a common history through language. The khipu are the key to the historical information and stories of the Incas – a device no one on earth remembers how to translate.

Last month I met Nicholas Ostler, chairman of the Foundation for Endangered Languages and a linguist with a working knowledge of 18 languages.

(18 languages! I have a working knowledge of THREE… I dream of understanding 15+ languages)

His book, Empires of the Word, tells tales of Sumerian innovations in education, culture, and diplomacy; the resilience of the Chinese language through 20 centuries of invasions; the birth of the modern languages of Europe; and the global spread of English.

Language failures are equally fascinating.

Why did the knowledge of the khipu not get passed down to Incan survivors? Why did Egyptian, which survived foreign takeovers for three millennia, succumb to Arabic? Why is Dutch unknown in modern Indonesia, though the Netherlands ruled the East Indies for as long as the British ruled India?

I know English and Portuguese. I have a working knowledge of French. I’m learning Spanish and Italian.

If I have my way, I’ll still manage to study and learn – Greek, Egyptian Arabic, German, Dutch, Russian, Mandarin, Farsi, Hungarian, Korean and Japanese.


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Cartography

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In the town I grew up in, at one corner of a four-way intersection, stands an odd-shaped structure reminiscent of the all-purpose buildings that existed in colonial days. In the 1700’s, it served as a general store/pharmacy/post office. But in the 21st century, that building is filled with glass counters that display beaded jewelry and stone arrowheads and old-fashioned scales and other treasures made open to the public in the spring and summer seasons.

The interior is wide open with a second-story loft-like space that might have been an office in its previous incarnation, and now was a library of sorts. Manuscripts and cloth-bound books line the wooden shelves nailed to two of the three walls. A makeshift bench waits beneath the one multi-paned window.

My mother knew if I went missing, she could locate me in that confined space, surrounded by ancient elementary primers and almanacs and town history and holy books. Some days I could crack the window open to let in a delicate breeze, but most times the air was stagnant with mildew and dust and something sweet.

I spent hours sitting beneath that window carefully turning the pages of a town atlas and studying the outlines to plots of land or the path of forgotten railroad tracks or neighborhoods now covered by sand. The maps captured my imagination.

Across town on the former Main Street, the town hall and public library stand adjacent to one another. These structures aren’t as old as the museum and look completely different. They resemble miniature castles.

As a child, I thought the library was enormous…. and haunted. The main reading room boasts a grand stone fireplace and a spiral wrought-iron staircase leading to a whimsical attic filled with town depravities. Or so I thought.

While researching the war for independence for a social studies report, I’d imagine the day-to-day activities of a family who might have resided in the library when it was a mansion. I’d picture an entire meal – complete with dinner menu and topics of conversation – before reluctantly returning to the present.

You can’t imagine my disappointment when I finally learned that the stone building, complete with my beloved turrets, had been constructed to house the library and was never used for anything else.

So the size of the library diminished in proportion to my age, and by the time I was a senior in high school, I had graduated to the marble branch in the small city nearby.

This hushed haven suited me. One afternoon, while I strolled beneath soaring arches and explored many rooms, I wandered into a utopia. Low bookcases lined the small room, with framed maps covering the wood panel walls. At the center was a small wooden table surrounded by four green leather chairs.

My last year of high school, I’d study in this room surrounded by maps. It was my heaven.

And although I was often alone in this room, I never thought of stealing any of the maps. Then again, if I’d found any worth $700,000 I might have considered it.


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The most beautiful sphere in the world

 earth

I get shivers when I look at photos of our planet. I think it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.

Now I admit, I’m partial to blue and green and white color schemes, but even I couldn’t imagine a more perfect place to live.

Would I feel the same way if I had grown up on Mars? Had I lived in a constant rustish environment, would I be seduced by the red planet and believe it was the prettiest of them all? Or would I peer at my blue neighbor through a telescope and think, “Gosh, I really wish I lived on Earth.”

Or would Earth appear completely different, because its atmosphere had evaporated and the blue orb was no longer blue, but brown and beige and orange – more like Venus?

It really really upsets me when government leaders stand on the pulpit and declare there is no evidence of global warming. That the Earth’s climate goes through cycles, and killer hurricanes are just one small part of a normal weather pattern.

For the sake of the pretty blue ball we all call home… consider leaving the car in the garage and biking to the mall, ask the lady to bag your groceries in paper and not plastic, line-dry your clothes, turn off the air conditioning and lights when you leave your home (I know, I know, it’s bloody HOT out there, but every little bit counts).

As Commander Eileen Collins said today from the International Space Station that orbits 220 miles (352km) above the Earth, “The atmosphere almost looks like an eggshell on an egg, it’s so very thin. We know that we don’t have much air – we need to protect what we have.”


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The night sky

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I end my day beneath hundreds of glow-in-the-dark stars that form initials of past loves, imaginary solar systems and favorite constellations like Cassiopeia and Orion.

One thing I miss about living in the city is the night sky. In Massachusetts, I would lay in a lawn chair, wrapped in an afghan, and wish on the stars as they’d sparkle in the night sky. I’d reach 1,000 and give up counting their multitudes, instead remembering the story of the star that led the three kings to the manger or recall William Shakespeare’s exquisite line from Henry VI about using stars to foretell events — “Comets, importing change of time and states, Brandish your crystal tresses in the sky.”

Stargazers, like me, have an exciting month coming up.

August 7 – The crescent moon meets Venus low in the western sky at dusk.

August 8 – Neptune reaches its closest approach to Earth in the constellation Capricorn.

August 11 – 12 – The Perseids build up after midnight and peak before dawn.

August 20 – 27 – Mercury meets Saturn in Cancer in the predawn eastern sky.

August 31 – Venus and Jupiter make a two-day close approach at dusk.


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A personal essay

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Suzanne Chazin taught a seminar about writing personal essays at the Smithsonian Institution. It was early… too early for a weekend… but I just made it on time.

To me, she is like an old friend… an acquaintance you catch up with over coffee every few years. Since our last meeting, her baby daughter grew into a toddler of two, keeping her from publishing fiction until now.

As I stepped through a back door and searched for an empty seat, Chazin started off with the comment…

“It can be dangerous to read too much bad stuff.”

… which immediately brought to mind Lev Grossman’s Codex (to date the only book I put away after finishing a mere 90 pages).

I settled into a seat in the back and looked around the windowless room at the other 150+ people taking notes or leaning forward, waiting anxiously for that secret formula that would turn them into published writers.

Most of the attendees were white, under age 50, and female – almost five women to every man. They wrote on legal pads and spiral notebooks and slim PDA’s, using fountain pens or pencils or hi-tech wireless keyboards. The men mostly sat in the front rows, wearing pastel plaid or bold blue stripes, while the ladies favored shades of pink.

Then there was me, a smudge across all this gentle color, dressed head to toe in black.

The usual suspects were present. The graying woman in front who thought she could sell a 10,000 word essay to a publication for $10,000 (“but they pay $1 per word”); the fluffy blond who insisted on protecting all her work through the copyright office (“I heard this one editor in Boston stole this one idea…”); the college coed majoring in English who asked uberliterate questions and refered back to lingering incongruous symbolism (or was it incongruous lingering symbolism?); the retiree looking for a how-to manual on writing a memoir (“there’s got to be a right way to start”).

In a nutshell, here’s what I took away from the day-long event:

    1. Write.
    2. Write everyday.
    3. Write some more.
    4. An essay is like an onion… it’s a layer… a slice of life… like a short story, but not fiction.
    5. Don’t preach.
    6. Be vulnerable.
    7. If you can write funny, you should immediately move to Hollywood where you can pretty much write your own ticket.
    8. Adverbs and adjectives are not your friends.
    9. When you read published work, you’re reading Draft #17.
    10. The best writer is a rewriter.


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A cab ride

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A light breeze complimented the warm sunlight. There was not a drop of humidity in the air. I could’ve walked home from the Mall, but felt lazy. I stepped to the curb, raised my arm, and hailed a taxi.

I settled into the leather backseat, placing the bulging Barnes and Noble plastic bag and ever-present oversized black carryall on the floor. As I rummaged around for my wallet, I gave the driver my address and off we went.

NPR wafted from the radio. The interior was frosty, the air-conditioning blowing on high. We drove passed the Washington Monument and I noticed the even green carpet growing where dirt and bulldozers had resided less than two weeks before.

“They finally cleared out the mess,” I said.

Deep brown eyes peered at me from the rearview mirror. I pointed to the grounds surrounding the monument, crawling with kids kicking a soccer ball and groups of tourists, and repeated my comment.

“What were they working on?” he asked.

“I think they were building an underground visitors center. Though I don’t see the difference the tunnel will make if someone with a bomb is intent on blowing up the monument.”

The driver nodded.

“There is much construction near the memorials. They waste too much money and the schools have no books for the children,” he said.

It was my turn to nod.

I was in no hurry to rush home. We took the scenic route to my building and continued to exchange thoughts on the G8 conference, pledges of aid to Africa and the state of life in the District. It was one of the most interesting conversations I’ve shared in a while.

Just goes to show… you never know what might happen on your way home.


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The mobile office

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The main reason I was missing in action from the blogosphere is because I was setting up my own shop.

I left the world of full-time gainful employment in November 2004 with enough money saved to carry me through May 2005.

The first couple weeks were heaven. I met with my designer, approved the logo and slogan, put the website online and planned a marketing campaign. I slept til noon, worked til 2:00 a.m., and was the envy of all my friends.

December was a flurry of meetings with well-meaning colleagues (all dispensing advice before scurrying back to their offices), aching wrists from hours of typing email announcements, and creative Christmas gift-giving.

January passed quickly. Almost 1,000 postcards were mailed to prospective clients announcing I was ready for business. The first week passed – but I figured people were still on vacation. The second week came and went. The third Sunday, I picked up the Washington Post and glanced at the job listings (just out of curiosity). The fourth week I got my first official client!

AND breathed a HUGE sigh of relief.

A mere 10 weeks later I have six clients and more work than I can handle. And having oh-so-much fun. AND am the envy of all my friends and family.

Last week I worked out of Denver, CO. My hours were a little screwy because I was up early handling East Coast clients at 6:00 a.m. mountain time – but I’m not complaining. Next week I’ll be working from Boston, Mass., and Lisbon, Portugal – talk about a screwy work schedule. In June, I’ll be open for business from New Orleans, LA. And in July, I’m planning a two-week Independence Day extravanganza in Newport, RI.

I’ve invested heavily in technology…. I started off with one clunky laptop and am now the proud owner of three ultra-portable, wireless, lite-weight machines. Am a huge fan of cruzer micro drives! Own two digital cameras. And a cellphone with international calling capabilities.

I am a sleek, mobile office. Need a PR campaign – I can work from anywhere and am available to work with you on-site.

So between the euphoria of actually leaving the predictable world of 9-5 life, to the rush of holiday madness, and the sudden crash of panic in January, to the crazed schedule that has become my new life – it was difficult to either find topics to blog about or the time.

I’m a bit more settled now and look forward to sharing my experience with others who are thinking of leaving the daily grind to strike out on a venture of their own.


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The hills are alive with the sound of music

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In one week, I’ll be on my way to Lisbon. Lisboa.

And I’m going with my grandmother, who has never been. I’m so so so excited for this trip.

I haven’t taken a real vacation since 2003. A real long time.

Actually, it’s not a true vacation. Now that I’m in business for myself, I have a mobile office. With a wireless laptop and cellphone, I can work anywhere. In this case, from Portugal.